For last many years i have been trying to find the meaning of life. Initially i thought life is a small puzzle and pretty easy to resolve. But now i understand its a riddle with maximum complexity. Sleepless nights , long thought process , each time i'm asking myself who am i , what is the purpose of my life. It not only kills my sleep but also let me drunk too much of coffee.
I tried to observe , almost everything in the world. From a raindrop to a star , a flower bud to a tree. Day by day the riddle become more and more complex.
This earth holds large variety of creations. Plants , trees , oceans , hills , animals , human being and more. And i'm one among 7 billion people in this world. So in my point of view i'm that much small , it was like a drop in the pacific or even smaller. So what the hell my role in this gigantic earth.
In childhood we may have that dramatic ambition to become a superhero. Like superman or spider man who can fly , jump from buildings to buildings. Who can save people from plane crash , who can kill all bad people. Don't know why we all dreamed about our contribution to mankind at that time we are actually not aware of the society at all. I don't think its only because of watching cartoon movies.
I'm quite sure there is something born with us which probably dead after our childhood. By growing up i lose something. Though i gain knowledge , i graduated , learned many things , but still i lose something very precious.
Now i'm in the process of finding those valuables which i lose knowingly or unknowingly. I need to dig until i found the core. This is a bunch of articles i found while dredging the ocean of my memories , knowledge and thoughts.